Managed to be successful.

I feel almost invincible-almost that is. I evaded food completely today! I'm on a 3 day fast that might just be longer then 3 days. 

Okay so here's the deal. I noticed that if I cut back on certain foods then my body does it's thing. I've been watching E.D. related films all day and they are so inspiring. I have had literately coffee, tea, and water all day cause of it. If I were to keep this up I might finally have my pre-college body back. I WILL have my pre-college back. The hunger pains are just fat leaving the body.

Here is my declaration:

Take me away, because I deserve to be free.

I deserve to be thin because there are so many fatties that aren't,

Because the ones I love the most don't believe I can.

I deserve to look like my inspiration, even if it's my best friend

Because even though no one says it; I am fat.

I deserve to be in control of what I put down my throat and how much,

Because average just isn't enough for me.

I deserve the to starve myself, take laxatives, and purge,

Because in the end it doesn't really matter.

I deserve to be weightless like a feather,

Because 93lbs is 15% under 

I deserve control

93 pounds.

My current weight is 137.4 and I checked it 3 times.

<3 NeverEndingAlwaysBeginning