Epic fail

I don't want to step on the scale, because the number would probably scare me. I hate feeling tired and I hate exercising. I hate my job, and I hate how time doesn't stop for anyone or any thing. I feel stressed out and wish I could completely chill myself out. I've built up a tolerance to the vitamins and can't purge. I fit into a size 12 dress which is two sizes away from a 14! Fuck! So somethings definitely need  to change! This week work is going to be crazy!