Lately it's all been a blur of work, shopping, decorating and eating! I don't know which I hate more, myself for gaining weight or myself for loosing control of my weight. I can't say that I don't like eating because I do,but lately it's been all I think about. I hate the winter because it limits what little running I already do. I have comfortably grown numb to what passes my lips and that is scary. I think that this holiday and really any holiday brings up emotions that I try to hide at all costs.
I can't get the recent events out of my head that took place in Connecticut.There will be little girls and little boys not opening gifts, there won't be laughter and hugs from their parents, and their won't be birthdays, graduations, or weddings to be celebrated. There lives were taken and this holiday season a nation will grieve. I hope that we all hold each other a little tighter and remember that we are not even guaranteed the day; it's not the presents that matter it's the lives that however short or long we touch that should mean the world to us.
To all who do read my blog..Have a Holiday!
