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I am s-i-c-k. I wonder how long it's going to take for others to realize this (family-friends-etc). I p-u-r-g-e-d and felt shitty for a bit-but guess what I'm going to do it again. How did it get this bad? It's one of the only things I can control. I've also been running a lot. Today's weight was 130. 4 after my run. The bf has two days off so it will probably go up to about 133. Fuck. I'm tired. ~Q